Someone's Watching Over Me

"Someone's Watching Over Me"

Found myself today

Oh I found myself and ran away

Something pulled me back

The voice of reason I forgot I had

All I know is you're not here to say

What you always used to say

But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up

No I won't break down

Sooner than it seems life turns around

And I will be strong

Even if it all goes wrong

When I'm standing in the dark

I'll still believe

Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light

And it's shining on my destiny

Shining all the time

And I wont be afraid

To follow everywhere it's taking me

All I know is yesterday is gone

And right now I belong

To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up

No I won't break down

Sooner than it seems life turns around

And I will be strong

Even if it all goes wrong

When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe

Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say

And it doesn't matter how long it takes

Believe in yourself and you'll fly high

And it only matters how true you are

Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up

No I won't break down

Sooner than it seems life turns around

And I will be strong

Even if it all goes wrong

When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe

That I won't give up

No I won't break down

Sooner than it seems life turns around

And I will be strong

Even when it all goes wrong

When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe

That someone's watching over

Someone's watching over

Someone's watching over me

Someone's watching over me

Tomorrow is Monday!!

Time passed very fast. With just a blink, here comes Monday.

Today I attended my lecture, got my two tests' result. I got As for them. Ha! really happy with it. Besides, today I sat for another test, it was not well done. Actually I didn't prepare for it as I was bz with my work for the whole week. Anyway, I did my best. Can't blame anyone...In another 2 weeks time, another 2 tests will come as well as the due date for my 3 assignments. Better put a 'lil hard work this week.

I watched Eve's Diary today as the topic discussed was about backbone. I'm alert to this matter and am finding for more info actually. The truth, I'm looking for a specialist who can give me some advices on this topic. Yeah, I am one of the ppl out there suffering from backbone problem. I don't have a 100% straight backbone although physically my body is straight.

Two years back, I had backache where I thought it would be because of the pressure I got from work and the lack of rest for myself. You see, I'm doing 2 things at one time, working and studying. Then last year, I found, actually my friend did find out that I've a minor swell on one side of my back. I was tongue tied at that time. Didn't know what to do. Called my mom to tell her 'bout this.

I went for x-ray and got some consultations from few specialists and even the Chinese Singse. Finally, I made up my mind going for the Chinese method as the specialist I went for said that there's nothing can be done to it as my bone is mature. But I couldn't sleep at nite and suffered serious pains from time to time.

A friend of mine, Simon had really help me in making it better. He used the Chinese method and my back now is getting better. But, recently he told me that he'll be going somewhere slightly far from my place to work. Actually, it only takes 1/2 drive to his place. So, I'm now in the dilemma...

Today, mom asked me to look for the specialist invited to the talk in Eve's Diary. Maybe I can call or e-mail the 8tv for his number or other details. Wish my dream come true.

TGIF!!

Thank God It's Friday!! Yahoo!! Today is Friday and I always love this day...

Had a bz week doing paper work and get my students prepared for their coming exam. Gosh* I'll be sitting for my own Uni exam and I'm still not ready for it.. Don't like this subject and the tutor is damn boring. Teaching by reading the contents in the modul. Hey, we need extra knowledge and info, not from the modul as we can read it ourselves. But what to do...Sigh*

Today, I went to a boutique with Min and bought a few pieces as the owner gave us a great discounts. As usual, after CNY, they'll bring the price down. The total??? Remain as secret... he he he...

Since last December, I found that I've a few friends who like to cancel or call off plans. I don't know but I always keep my promise unless I really can't make . Some of them feel that it's a trouble for them to travel far which I think it shouldn't be the reason to meet friends. Aggh.. can't blame them too but at least let me know earlier so I can replan my schedule. I always give the priority to those who ask me first and the rest... I'll hold on. Letting me know at the eleventh hour makes my plan jumble up.

Sigh* that's why I'll very free sometimes and can be very bz at times...Not balance and dont' like this....

Why??

Yesterday was Valentine's Day. Arranged to talk to a friend thru the net as both of us didn't hv any plan. As planned I went online and noticed that my friend was not there. Waited clamly while doing my things. Actually it has been a few days I didn't talk to him. Both of us were bz doing our work and attending CNY dinners. We used to talk a lot about anything which we are comfortable to share. I have a lot of things and incidents to tell him but was a bit disappointed when I didn't see him online.

I know he was on the line as I could see the time written on his blog. He was there at the same time I online but he didn't show up. What happened actually?? I really wanna know. He is a good companian to chat with and laugh with. We are like brother and sister. Sigh* Did I do anything wrong??

At least let me know the mistakes that I'd done... Last year, I came across this too but not this friend. Another friend of mine whom I treasure a lot as we always had the same topic to talk but suddenly he disappeared and left me in the dark guessing what's going on... Then suddenly he came back without explanation. I felt this is really unfair to me. These people, they just go whenever they like without a word... Now you see him, now you don't.

Sigh* I like everyone I know. For me, it's destiny for me to meet and know them. I'll to stay contact with everyone I know but I can't promise contacting them always as I am quite busy with my work and study. Maybe I am a workaholic. My friends told me that.

Conclusion, I was a bit sad and disappointed!!

Finally...

Finally, today is the last day of CNY. Happy Chap Goh Meh to all of u who r celebrating it. Time passes very fast it seems. One of my students congratulated me when I said this. According to him, we must have been going thru happy moments if not we wouldn't have said this. Only those who are having hard time feel time goes very slow...Maybe I was having great time although sometimes I was busy with my work and study. My friends ...some of them started complaining bout not spending time with them. I'm really sorry to those I couldn't manage to find time to spend with during CNY. I was back home for this celebration which I really have been waiting for it. My friends, maybe we can find some weekends to make a gathering.

Today, I am quite free as most of my friends are having their great time with family and praying since today is the last day of CNY. I cooked myself a lunch and ll be pampering with dinner again with my home-cooked. Ha ha ha... don't think I am a good cook. I slept a lot today as a replacement of yesterday packed day. Yesterday, I'd to arrange my time giving extra classes for my students bcz exam is around the corner. Then, I need to get prepared for a dinner at my friend's house.

I was intorduced to a new friend by my friends, of course. We dined outside her house in her large compound in Kota Kemuning. What else I can say... nice place, cooling weather with fireworks and laughters from us. It was a wonderful day!! We've not been seeing each other for more than half a year although we are staying in the same district. Works occupied our time. Anyway, I am glad that at least we had a great time chatting, gossiping and planning when is our next gathering. Too bad Tracy and Canie couldn't join us. Miss them...

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Not A Bad Day!!

Today is the ninth day of CNY. This is a big and important day for all the Hokkiens. I was quite excited at first before CNY as I thought I was able to celebrate it with my family but I was wrong coz I'd to come back early to attend my classes and 2 tests on Sunday. Was very angry and disappointed actually. Anyway, yesterday nite was not a bad day although I didn't have the chance to celebrate with my family.

My classes went smoothly as well as my 2 tests. Then at nite my friends had invited me to their house due to the celebration...actually we didn't really celebrate it. We just had a free chat. It's a trend or how would I say ... it's a must and polite to visit relatives, friends and the seniors during CNY. Ha!! At least there was not time for me to think nonsense!! He He He...

At 12 am, KK escorted me back. Wanna thank him for escorting. Then, I called my mom to wish her and my other family members Happy Chinese New Year with the mixture of happy and sad. Later, I chatted with my friend for awhile. I was amazed with the fireworks played outside. I got the chance to view through my windows. How can I explained.... it was amazing and the sky looked like a gift
paper. It was so nice.

Hmm... am I from the stoneage?? Haven't I experience seeing this?? :o)
Well, the fireworks on the ninth day of CNY is totally different from other special day like New Year etc. The residents here play it non-stop on every 9th day of CNY. They'll start at around 10 pm and end at 2 am. Besides, there'll be lot of 'KONG MING' lanterns fly up to the sky. The Hokkiens will write their wishes on the lanterns, light them and release them to the sky hoping the lanterns will fly as high as they could so their wishes will be fullfilled.

After 10 days off for the festival, tomorrow I have to be back to work. Anyway, my CNY mood is still hot... ;o) This coming Wednesday, I'll be having a CNY dinner with all my colleagues( hope all of them will come).

At Last!! :o(

At last, I'm back to blog. Went back hometown for a week and I really had fun with family members during CNY. Now I'm missing the moment. This always happens to me immediately after reaching here from hometown. Yesterday, I couldn't sleep well as I was thinking about today without my family around. I wouldn't be back here if not bcz of my classes tomorrow. Sigh!

Today, early in the morning, my younger brother accompanied me back here. I was hoping he could stay a nite here but he couldn't as he has something to do at home. I sent him to the bus station and now I'm alone in the rented hse. I tried to take a nap but I couldn't... thinking and missing my family very much.

Got a few smses reminding me the CNY gathering at my colleague's hse. Can't wait to see them too... How's my feeling now?? Can't explain!!!!! Tomorrow, I'll be having short test for 2 subjects. A bit excited to attend Miss Sara's Web Programming class. Talking about Miss Sara, she is a good tutor. She explains well and she helps a lot.

Hmmm... how can I make myself more cheerful?? I'm still like the child in the picture thinking of my family. I seldom have the time to go back due to my packed time working and studying at the same time. Calls??? I think the TM loves me very much. I can be very independent but sometimes when the mood comes I can't stop it. I left home since I was 18 to further my study and work. I really can understand those who are studying overseas. I am luckier.

Ha!! Don't think too much. I am not a baby anymore but I'm still my mom's baby...He he he...
Looking forward to meeting my friends tonite and hope to have fun time with them...