Wish me luck!!

Relieve and happy.... submitted my assignment. now only left my project 1. at least i have some times for myself. watch movie, online chatting with my buddies, updating blog, check mails etc etc etc.....

Was with my parents and my brother as well as with his gf yesterday. they came here for a 4 day trip to KL and Genting Highlands. Hmmm.... at least my brother knows to bring my parents to go 'jalan jalan'. He he he he.... Called my dad juz now. told me that he was in the casino already.... fast eh.... hope they have a great day....

feeling strange nowadays.... i really miss my family. i wanna go back. both my brothers are working in northern part so they live with them. i, the only one in other state. no doubt i have lots of activities here, almost no time for me to rest, but sometimes when i m not in the mood to go out and decide to stay at home, i start to think of my parents and brothers.

friends can't help much as they have their own time too. it's me who sometimes wanna be alone. yeah... i know, everyone will ask me to go back but it's not easy. i m attached to the government. it's not easy to ask for transfer (asked for 5 years but still i m here).

i wonder why the government send everyone to other states for so long. is it wrong to teach in our own hometowns? what is the purpose to have this system? **sigh** the only way to do to go back is either to attach to somebody or to resign. **sigh** somebody help me!!

feeling like wanna resign and change to another field. hmmm.... talked to my parents about my plan yesterday. to my surprise, they juz smiled and said...'it's up to you'. to be in the edu line, it's my parents' wish but sorry, i can't any more. thank god they didn't object.

so, now .... first, i must finish my last sem and ask for transfer or resign and carry on with my plan. if it doesn't work, then i ll be back to my edu field... He he he... hey at least i try yah.

wish me luck!!!